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I was walking towards the end, and I wasn't afraid. The rain was pouring and everyone hid under their umbrellas, but I didn't. There's no need to worry about getting wet or catching a cold, if you're only going to live for twenty more minutes.  If you're gonna take that final step off the edge, towards freedom, towards nothingness. I was walking towards the end, and I wasn't afraid, I was smiling. The future was as far away from me as it could get, my memories no longer mattered. I felt just like the way my life had been up to this point; empty. But this time it didn't hurt. I was walking towards the end, and I wasn't afraid. I was smiling,